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Recently Kaige told us he wishes he could be both a boy and a girl because he likes playing princesses as much as ninjas and he doesn’t want to get made fun of. So we bought him a tutu and gave him a makeover. Meet the new and improved Kaige. If you have a problem with it please keep it to yourself and kindly stay out of his life. Which would be a shame because as you can see he’s freakin’ awesome! #letmebeme #mumblr #stopbullying

Day Dreams, Suicidal thoughts and inner peace…….

Thought I’d make a wee personal post tonight just for the hell of it and maybe see if there’s anyone else out there who feels the same.

I’ve been spending most of my time in my own little world lately conjuring up vivid and bizarre day dreams involving alternate realities and time travel  I would say it has gotten to the point where I’m having difficulties differentiating between real and imaginary :s

I find diving deep into my own mind is as disturbing as it is soothing, I find exploring my inner consciousness intriguing and at the same time scary and confusing as fuck >.< I’ve been battling with my suicidal thoughts and ideation for years now but I feel as though I have gotten to a point where I no longer care about self preservation.

Tonight I was hanging out with a crowd of friends at prince’s street mall I broke off from the group to be alone for a bit I laid down on the concrete staring at the sky, the weather was very mild but foggy so my entire field of view was filled with the sight of the dimly lit clouds above I felt as though I was staring into a purgatory like abyss I wasn’t afraid in fact I didn’t feel anything  except a slight calm and inner peace I knew at that moment that I was totally fine with the idea of disappearing out of existence….. 

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